Tears are words that can't be describe

Things that i did during the weekend and hols!

2012-02-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

5 piece of clothes,
and 4 books that i've already purchase for quite some time.

clothes top to bottom:
flea market
Caramel
Gossip
Forever 21
flea market

books top to bottom:
101 foods that could save your life (they have pretty cool facts!)
SOPHIE K. remember me? (i wanted to buy ever since)
a collection of exercising books
Listomania (facts book that i purchase with my vouchers)

Happy thaipusam (past already)

haha, anyways happy thaipusam to all of you who celebrate.

before we start off anything.
let's give a sincere moment of silents and sympathy to this
tragic sight that i felt and spotted for last sad weekend..

so i saw this very sad (pathetic) real flatten out (weasel i suppose)

made into a piece of tie or an accessory for the neck

this was spotted in my city's flea market for bargains and pre-loves

i bet this innocuous lil creature was waiting with full of trepidation

in the waiting room to be slathered along with his other timid friends.

let's us bow down for just a minute

..............people, just a minute..........

and reminds ourself of the other poor

terrified creatures in Chanel's waiting

room facing their fates in agony.......

...

so! MOVING ON.

this is the flea market that i've mention about

it was just a really small place , smaller than last year's urbanscape.

a lot!

and this one is called Bundle fest!

thank you so much for KeithC who told me about it.

and haha bumped into him in there..

and yup, as they promise, lots and lots of vintage stuff,

but most of them are oversized.

and can you imagin... there's a booth that sells RM5 a piece of clothing??

and yes!! i bought 2 of them back ! :)

i spend my whole weekend in my mom's apartment.

and i wasss reallly boredd ,

my mom's a really healthy person,

(not saying exercising healthy)

but she restrains herself from eating junk food.

so i can barely find even a pack of

chips or anything to munch on in her home.

so i had to eat this, hahaa :)

it's really yummy and a good way not to waste

the leftover mandarin orange from CNY.

it's the mini ones if you were wondering. ;)

and finally

i feel there's a child living inside me

ever since i was very little i've always love collecting stickers.

having multi sticker collection books to exchange with friends.

and always purchasing every cute sticker i see in book stores.

my affection for stickers never did became flaccid,

and i've always envied my cousin's furry sticker when i was young.

then i remember she gave me a lil furry white sheep sticker that day,

and i was so hyped up and ecstatic that i couldn't sleep that night !

so coming back again, yesterday i justtt bought this last piece of

christmas set stickers even Christmas is like 10 months more away.

haha, everyone has a child in themselves, right?

well at least i think that's what peter pan thinks ;)

Things that you can do with food

2012-02-02T16:34:00.001+08:00

hello readers,

it's the time of the month where after Feb 14th ,

your girl friends will be asking you,

"So so , what did he buy for you?"

"Where did you guys go?"

"Did he gave you flowerssss ?"

"How did you guys CELEBRATE?!"

hahah, that's right ! it's the month of love,

but have you ever wonder, folks,

where did Valentine day came from ?

There are various theories on the origin of Valentine's Day, but the most popular dates back to the time of the Roman Empire during the reign of Claudius II, 270 AD. Claudius didn't want men to marry during wartime because he believed single men made better soldiers. Bishop Valentine went against his wishes and performed secret wedding ceremonies. For this, Valentine was jailed and then executed by order of the Emperor on February 14. While in jail, he wrote a love note to the jailor's daughter signing it, "From your Valentine." Sound familiar?

mmmmmmm, interesting facts from (source)

well, if you're wondering how to celebrate this year's valentine's

try making a special dinner for him.

sounds like you've been there done that ?

well, you guys could try example one,

an interesting bowl of spaghetti and sausages!

why not make it even more interesting

by cutting the sausages into individual love shapes!

my last year's valentine was alright,

I'm very blessed to know that we could last till today,

and moving forward

last year was just a very simple fancy dinner with candlelight,

champagne and he bought me a flower from kenya.

haha, I bought him a bell&rose watch,

which i broke myself after 4-5 months of usage.

so, how's your valentine going to be like this year ? :)

and don't worry if you don't have a valentine or what so ever,

pamper yourself,

well, that's what i did for the years when i was single,

i used to go to spas myself, or buy something that i really

really really wanted a long time ago.

there's no harm in loving yourself more,

because who would love you,

if you can't appreciate and accept yourself.

this city is my city!

2012-01-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

haha, these are the weird poses my dear friend asks me to do.
the 3rd pic looks like i'm washing my hair, haha! x

photo credits : YUU JIA

top : Sheer indie cardi from A.Avenue

bottoms : torn jeans from ZARA

shoes : Forever 21

i had really fun finding this location,
i showed it to my dad and he questioned with a furious face,
" where is that place?! "
haha.
i found it just in front of our car park.
it's just a real little space of green right beside the highway.
suits my outfit cause i'm going for more a chillax and comfortable look.
it had torn desk and big unwanted furnitures around and i loved that place instantly
I've always wanted to find places like these to do my photoshoots :)

and thanks to my forever photographer and my forever friend :)
thank you for being so nice all along and being there for me always !

meaning we do "things" together!

and go tru every pain it takes to be beautiful,

together! haha.

Domono Pizza's Chocolate lava cake is a must try !

it's warm and soft on the outside, and has a chink hint of melted hot chocolate that

brings liquid to your mouth !

what a nice mixture and the best i've ever tried i can say,

it's absolute perfection and i can never get my hands off it

when i tasted the first bite !

mmmmmmmm... I'm craving for more now.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

the next time I go to Domino Pizza, I am definitely calling

the Chocolate Lava Cake as a dessert in the menu.

so we had some glutinous moments together

sharing a medium sized cheesy double decker.

however me being the fussy princess as i am,

went to the counter to, well, i can't really say complain

to the manager about my slice of pizza that is soooo not filled with cheese.

so here's the conversation :

me : excuseeeeee meeeeeeeeee ! *shows my slice of pizza*

is this the cheesy DOUBLE decker ?

manager : *takes a look and swivel my plate*

oh yes, it is the cheesy double decker.

me : what ? how come it's soo much different than xxx ones ?

manager : oh ? are you not satisfy with it ?

i shook my head and said i wasn't and replied :

"so how? "

(haha, reminds me of my very gay art lecture, reis)

so yea, this is my EXTRA cheese of Double decker pepperoni pizza
that is no doubt, FREE OF CHARGE ! :3

look at that this close up of the super stuffed cheese they gave!
compared to the flat first order behind ! tsk tsk tsk
i was so pleased with the service,
at the same time i was somehow feeling *paiseh*
:#3

OH well ! now I can sleep in peace !
Goodnite folks !

Maroon !

2012-01-26T23:18:00.002+08:00

photo credits : MEL JUSTICE

top : Sheer pokka-dot blouse from ZARA

bottoms : skort from A.Avenue

shoes : Forever 21

bag : MANGO

accessories : DIVA

love love love the orange ring and the accessories

and that bow with that top is sooo cute!

haha, that's what my friends in work say.

my hair is deep maroon in color now,

it's the same one i just realized as my dear friend yeong shin !

haha, i feel more PunK now. i feel like i could change the world !

I got so bored of constantly dying my hair brown so

I decided to give the decision fully to my dear hair stylist David Loh from A cut saloon.

what good luck to people out there who have blonde and brunettes !

especially blondes where the color really strikes out.

it's a new year ! so time for a new change ! :)

it's quite difficult to match with some pastel clothes tho

weeeeeee. hairrrrrr ;)

haha, hope you guys have a blessed and siao chinese new year

huuuatttt ah!

i've really enjoyed mine, reuniting with the old folks and family members.

it's real important no matter where you are to come back at least

once a year to gather and fellowship with the family members.

talk about that soon in the next post :)

till then,

may all your dreams and wishes come true .

spurious

2012-01-20T00:27:00.001+08:00

photo credits : MEL JUSTICE

top : Zara

bottom : i can't remember, but it's a skort! :)

shoes : my very loved forever21 boots!

bag : gift from my best friend

accessories : Diva

loving this hair piece to the max !

if you take a closer look at the unique feathers they have,

surely you'll be much in love with them as much as i am ! :)

the feathers looks so african and tribal I so so so adore it !

oh and recently I've learn how to braid this Fishtail braid!

see and learn from a friend from work!

of course this one in this picture isn't that finely done,

however what seems to look difficult,

isn't as much difficult as it looks like!

will do a tutorial if you guys are interested! :)

I've been fine recently,

i'm working fine with all my colleagues and happy working there in Diva

truth to be told I don't feel tired nowadays standing for long hours in that shop

because of the companionship of my friends there ! :)

it's great getting to know them, I was just getting to know them.

and of course I'll miss them so much because I'm stopping work by end of this month!

i've bought a new ring today ! <3

it's from my shop Diva !

and if you're a fashion addict like me,

you can probably spot that this is a replica of the famous YSL ring.

haha, yes yes, i can barely afford the real one.

and I didn't know before i bought this one!

this is the replica model that i've purchase,
however mine is 3D so it's so much different than the ugly copied one here.

the coral series rings are such a famous icon.

gorgeous and exclusive!

only the rich can wear it.

however there So much fake and forged ones out there in the market,

and all this pirated stuff really makes me mad sometimes.

it looks so alike, it makes me feel cheated when i'm buying the original ones..

urgh!

lately there's this news about SOPA taking down copyrighted websites on the internet,

why don't we have a agency who takes down all this copyrighted designer stuffs!

URGH !!

haha

anyways, Happy Early CNY for all of you out there who are celebrating.

i hope you'll have a great time !

and for those who are overseas can can't come back to visit your families,

i bet they're always thinking of you no matter what

and waiting for you to come back the next year :)

goodnites guys !

see you in the next post !: )

RIP phone.

2012-01-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

this are it's pieces, the screen came off, the battery came of and the back was badly dented.

the camera flew off and the keypad are all gone.

due to the last post,

this is what happen to my phone.

my ex- phone.

who died innocently after someone hang up

and i slammed it so hard on the door,

it innocently scattered itself and it's pieces flew all across the room.

the internal battery from it's content slide it's way beside my feet,

as i sat down crying again.

sorry to be emo again.

but i really like this phone

which been with me for around 6 years.

it has served me well,

and i have taken very good care of it

but i decided to end it's life without any second of thinking

after 72 months of companionship.

I didn't give a second of thought before i did something

that breaks my heart so bad now everytime i see it.

and i will always keep it to remind me of my mistakes.

I have anger, and i think i need some managements.

RIP phone.

sorry i didn't named you.

It's a mad mad Monday

2012-01-17T00:09:00.001+08:00

really happy with this new boots i bought ! x

photo credit : MEL JUSTICE

top : Psomething
skirt : F block
shoes : F21
accessories : diva

twirl and whirl and twirl.
loving my skirt and boots to the very max.
altho i really think that this type of skirts makes me look fat==

behind all this joy, there is sorrow too, sometimes,

I don't really like to blog about my sorrows because no one really cares,

and i definitely don't feel proud of it.

for me, it's really difficult to find joy in society nowadays,

everything and everyone's about money.

what happen to Jessie J's "it's not all about the money money money"

if what she sings is real then her music should be free.

but anyways here's how it goes

I blinked, only to discover my eyes hurt.

I've been crying about all these mixed emotions i've got recently,

sometimes there's many things in life that loves pulling you down,

breaking you into pieces.

I got all very sensitive out of a sudden.

all these little negative thoughts monopolizing my emotions

sometimes I feel like I've got no one to talk to,

even on facebook,

i have 900 friends and i don't really talk to more than 10 of them often.

what's the use of facebook.

i really wanna feel happy everyday this year,

it's one of my new year's resolutions.

so can i go drinking with some funny bastards please!!?

need some volunteers

well, if anyone is taking a look at this now. :/

good nights guys x

nothing much, just an outfit post ! :)

2012-01-14T23:03:00.003+08:00

photo credits : MEL JUSTICE

top : topshop

dress : MNG

accessories : diva

bag : from my best friend !

shoes : offline blogshop

cutest bag ever !

haha, btw jiazz, my mom likes it too !

she say it looks like it's from Japan xD

HELLOOOOOO EVERYBODY ! :)

finallyy i have some time for an outfit post !

for some of you know i've been working parttime again in diva,

since i have super extra time during this sem.

thank god for this sem I have only 2 classes a week!

for this fortunate short sem,

I am going to dedicate my extra time for more outfit post !

too much clothes too wear

too lil time.

i really miss people taking my pictures by the ways,

I really can't remember how to pose well nowadays,

unlike last time where I was always pumped up for being the model,

nowadays being the person behind the lens,

you know how you want the model to pose,

but when it comes to you posing,

you don't know a thing !

sigh.

sometimes photographer wish they could clone themselves ! lol

well, big thanks to the boyfriend for always being my photographer in need ! lol

Did some furniture shopping in Ikea today again

bought my room a nice new curtains!

and also a dainty floral comforter hehe..

and not to forget amanda's Carrot !!

haha i was overjoyed when i saw a basket full of carrot soft toy

which she wanted like a hundred years ago !

and even got so sad about it being sold out

at one point, she drew a picture of it.

lol

mmmmmmmmmmmm

my room feels new and ready for CNY now !

hehe

can't wait for my next outfit post ! x

p/s.... guess who's got the same bag as me !!!

ahhhhhhhh OMG *faints*

I can never pull it off as amazing as Mayo !!

she is sooooooo gorg !

wild wild fabulous.

2012-01-11T13:46:00.000+08:00

pictures via wildfox

truly madly in love with all the pictures here i saw this morning.

from the props to the models and fashion.

ahhh. drop dead speechlessly fab.

especially the 1st top pic.

so cute yet dark.

ahhh..

*faints*

I'm taking shots. taking shots shots shots shots !

2012-01-10T15:35:00.000+08:00

I imagine I'm taking shots so that the taste won't be so bad.

so yea.

i've been sick for the past 3 days now.

sick with running a marathon nose,

dry dessert cough,

and sick with fever and sensitive to cold.

wtf.

not only that I have eye problems,

as my eyes are very sensitive to Everything in this earth ==

even a slight dust can trigger my whole eye swollen.

I just mopped my room, changed my bedsheets and my eye had to be so sensitive

fml.

I visited the eye specialist again, and it cause me a bomb.

these are my new best friends.

oh. and RIP Rayban.

this is seriously an unfortunate week for me.
hope i recover fully soon !

lili things that makes my day.

2012-01-05T16:14:00.001+08:00

accessories from Forever 21

christmas present from the two most dearest people in the world.
left from yuu jiaz my childhood best friend
and right from my dearest boy friend.

accessories are my little love of life,

you can hardly go wrong with just matching it up with literally anything.

even nude!

yesterday was a day of reuniting with my old bestie since young,

who other than yuu jiazzz my dearest came to visit again ! :)

we had zenmai, shopped around and of course talk and catch-up with each other

her trip this time was however short :( but i hope to see her again realll soon!

maybe we could grab some ice creams together and go for hot spring hehe.

miss you much babe.

A time for Relaxation.

2012-01-03T12:24:00.004+08:00

Besides spas, going for massage, and making myself a delicious meal, many other things can be very relaxing for a simple mind. 2011 had been such a hectic year for me. lots of stress, lots of workload to go tru. However this is how i spend my 2 weeks year end holiday. quite pathetic right, only giving us 2 weeks after a galloons of mountain to climb through.

SO! this is what i did for relaxing ;D

♥ ate cupcakes from the boyfriend from wondermilk. (yum!) Christmas special
♥ ate amazingly cute (!) Bubur chacha back in hometown.
♥ sometimes i like to just stare at flowers on a rainy day.
♥ read a total of 3 books back in hometown, finished Chicken soup for Devotions, and Open House,
and of course with a glass of boost to Boosttup your imaginations.
how ironic, drinking and reading a holly book.

this is a picture of my lovely grandma reading the Bible back in my hometown,
there's basically nothing much to do there besides hanging out with friends,
the last time I went back to tampin was my (i think) first time hanging out with kristin and tomato,
lolsssss... tomatoes.
hehe,
had a great time watching movies and eating satay celup and oh yeah climbing the mountain with them haha.

christmas decors. ♥
yes, setting up the christmas tree all by myself really does give me calm and happiness.

♥ this is the angle on top of my christmas tree !:O

♥ and a lil snowman i found

♥ Frosty's in the aquarium ! lols, it was my uncle's idea.

♥ close up of the cup cake snowman from Wondermilk ! ;D

♥ from this year onwards, i am going to plan my time wisely,

i think that it's not that "we don't have time", it's just that "we don't make time".

trying to keep that "everyday-counts" mentality, it helps my day-to-day process,

instead of being very unproductive and lazy like some people are. ;)

♥ I had ran and skipped and jump tru racks of clothes and duck a gazillion customers when i had a glance of this lovely pair of basic pumps that I've always wanted but couldn't find the right one. It was on the sales item rack ! Even better ! thank youuuu Zara !

♥ bought a cute sheer pokkadots from Zara too.

♥ close up of my 2012 planner ;D

♥ today's breakfast. pork patte with bread (yum!)

yup this are new L'occitane products that mummy bought,
caused us lots of moola !

but all worth the buy cause after that you can have a lovely...

...bubbly bath!
ahhhhh....
mind my fat tights.

haha, 2012 is already here!
let's make some time to relax, and even time to play and study hard
wishing yall a great year ahead and may all your dreams come true.
I know this sounds chessy however it's what all of us wants right ?
:)
happy new year guys !

will update my NYE soon ! x

holidays and the christmas spirit !

2011-12-12T13:22:00.001+08:00

Here comes the sun, dodudodooo.

Alright ! Sem break's here !

Finally some quality time with MYSELF !

after enduring many stress,

climbing over mountains of assignment everyday,

after borrowing tablets from friends and the school,

after suffering EVERY friday presenting our typography ideas to the lecture,

it's FINALLY OVER !

*spins and spins and spins* oH My GOD.

thank god ?!

praise the lord ?!

Hallelujah.........

so glad god gave me the strength to pass this sem.

quite amazing looking back at those few weeks non-stop sleeping after 3am.

waking up so early in the morning..... phew ! thank got it's over.

I'm saying this so much but i still have 2 more ~~not-so-important~~ classes to go this week.

But, during the weekends after my last hurdling run of weeks,

i decided to reward myself by spending a nice quality day with ME.

~~gowd, i know, it's all about me all the time right, pfff.~~

so it was the first time watching a movie in the cinemas alone.

On my mind, anything would do,

puss in boots (i don't really like animation nowadays) ,

ombak rindu (some malay movie) ,

if it even takes me to watch breaking dawn again, will do.

just whatever that comes out in time will do.

So the line was close and i spotted this badly designed movie poster with many boxes on it.

And the tittle was written " New Year's Eve ",

it wasn't really my pick of movie seeing that i haven't even felt the christmas spirit yet,

and this New Year? was a further exception to my pick.

but i decided why not,

since there's Zac effron, halle berry, bon jovi, ludacris !

and etc etc etc other famous people.

must be a very high budget movie i guess.

and turns out it was a real inspiring movie!

i wanted to cry so many times so bad, but

keep containing it cause i'm scared if the people next to me might think i'm a freak.

like, who's this weirdo watching movie alone,

crying alone some more.

haha, seriously a frist timmer at this,

however with the right choice of movie won't leave you in a sense of awkwardness.

New year's eve is a thumbs up

a must watch with friends and family.

i definitely don't mind watching it again with the boyfriend or friends again :)

let's stop worrying about the "what if's" and embrace whatever that will happen " – jessica parker

...

so after the movie was some real time to spend with myself.

Shopping.

my most satisfied early christmas present for myself.
i went crazy with the brushes, wanted to just get an eyeshadow brusher,
but just couldn't resist this Xmas special Sephora brushes.
and the 3rd Mist you Madly from Soap and Glory packaging just grabs my attention at 1st glance.

here's what they have inside !

the sense is heavenly refreshing, but it doesn't last very long...

what a down side about it .

and the sales girl said it could last for 5-6 hours !

i ran out of my regular hair products.

so yea.

I only use Loreal nowadays ==

other products can't are not strong enough to manage my dry tangled and fizzle hair .

damn sad.

It's like i can never use sunsilk or other suckie products you can get from the market anymore,

when i need to buy hair products i need to go to an actual hair shop to buy them. :/

there's this lovely shop called TYPO in Pavillion,
it's has super adorable and lovely designed stuff there.
from mugs to journal book,
from tumblrs to stickers, decorations and frames.
so i decieded to buy this lovely 2012 planner,
time is gold ! and we need to plan ;D

yup, just being a kid again.

I bought the mystery toy box again for 20bucks and

I really didn't want this one =.=

minum and makan

and finally ended my night with a lovely chocolate musk ?!

lols. IT REALLY SMELLS LIKE CHOCOLATE!

haha, go try go try ! :)

hehe. so that's all folks.

gotta go to bed now

hmmmmm early bed time, how nice

with my boyfriend next to me of course ;)

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm <3

warm

lil things that made my day

2011-11-17T09:03:00.001+08:00

had been stressing out bad cause of all the workload and assignments.

thankfully this lil pic made my day today, haha.

cuteness just tingles the inner kid in me :)

Painting the town SueLyn

2011-11-13T14:40:00.004+08:00

Before I begin,
have you ever in your life called yourself fat,

except for the all you lucky drop dead born slim people out there

like,

"oh i can't wear that skirt it makes me look ultra fat"

"oh i can't wear that blouse, can see my fats "

"oh I can never wear that maxi, I look like an elaphant "

etc etc.

well that's me.

but it's the truth !

haha, however one sentence from TingSueLyn strike me.

and till today I can still remember it.

(altho i think it was just a few weeks ago)

hohoho.

November is here!

and in this month there's 3 of my best friends' birthday ;)

This 7thEleven is our fashionista princess Ting Sue Lyn's big day !

hehe, ps, hope you like the awesome cacat mustache i gave you.

oh yes. we are looking fine.

we decided to celebrate her birthday in Jogoya KL

and she wanted us to be all dolled up in heels

and while we were grabbing a cab,

the feeling was so weird,

because everywhere we went there were tons of eyes looking at us.

~~actually everyday oso got lah lols.~~

but today was ultra special !

We were ultra Fab, Fine with your thick make ups on.

owh we didn't just ate those food in the pictures above

we were just too busy eating, we didn't cared about snapping.

Everything was heaven there,

limiteless sushi, and the coconuts there are effing dope !

small tasty coconuts from Thailand are so OMG like you've never tasted that before.

sorry i can't describe how effing awesome it is.

The take all you want sushis were to die for !

not only japanese, they have hongkong cuisine, italy pastas and SO MUCH MORE!

and the desserts Uh-lala~

macaroons, all the type of cakes you want, all the delicious lil biscuits,

chocolate fountain, kiwi and all those fruit punch and smoothies,

and limitless heigen daez and refillable NZall natural-ice cream.

seriously ate till our lungs.

Manda and I had to take off our belts so we could have some more!

and we couldn't even fit in our belt anymore.

haha, imaging that in just a few hours of buffet!

sorry this were our first time in Jogoya (that's why so exited)

haha

after that, of course we needed to exercise

our facial muscle.

then so fast it was time to go home.

nadine and I wanted to head to some pub to dance it off

but sadly i forgot why we didn't go anyways, lol.

instead, we went to Sephora and had ourselves some

FREE MAKEOVERS

we really did enjoy our night,

funny table jokes,

and the birthday girl even got drunk just because of some cheap fruit punch

with darn minimal percentage of alchohol.

she had to faint herself on the table, and manda had to feed her green tea jelly,

which she spit it out.

and details i don't wanna say no more ;P haha

when we reach home we still weren't stopping taking pictures.lols.

haha, i really missed that day ;)

haha, after that day , i missed Jogoya so much

I ate sushi continuously for 5 days,= =

ok. i don't think i can survive eating sushi everyday

haha.

oh well, good times pass by fast,

can't wait for next year ! :)

ttyl

gtg now

heeee.

Things that I like !

2011-11-10T20:17:00.001+08:00

Things that I like are taking pictures of things that I like.lol.

my life is filled with assignments, however I dedicate most of the spare time I have taking photos.

I love taking photos on a regular basis, it's forever my passion.

And recently i was so fortunate to work with my senior Numb9r Studio to take some wedding shoots,

whao, it was pretty fun, and what's the best part?

you get paid for doing what you love best !

so yeah, I'll upload some of the wedding shoots that I took here for my next post .

this post will be more to pictureessss/. haha ;D

and another thing is I feel so fortunate winning this contest.
it was about sending my photo with the their required theme, " Moment".
i was so afraid i would lose the votes i even cried ==.
stupid contest asking people to vote for you always makes you so nervous ! now all i need is my cha ching cha-chiinggg ;)
they're coming up with new contests , you guys can go check em out !
http://www.facebook.com/uniquecolours

found out this awesome new place in Pyramid that sells all types of Jelly beans
oh yummiehhhhh, love jelly beans, there's so cute !

...

today when we had class break. we were passing TOPSHOP,
and i saw this faded jeans mini jacket which i adored ages ago
was placed on the 50% off rack
i had my eyes fixed on it ran and grab it
1st thing, check the size,
it was UK 4/8 , didn't care ,
just hussle and busslely wore it,
PERFECT size.
omg and i just bought it there and then !
so fortunate.........
it was the only last one THANK GOD.

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next on some time around this week

I purchase this lovely lovely wedges from ALDO !

felt so in-love with them at first sight

there was a choice of Black, Beige and this zebra pattern,
had a hard time choosing but finally i choose this one ,
since i've already have black and beige heels,
i figured out it won't make much difference. lols.
And i think this is the highest heels I have.
but WOW the comfort is amazing ;)
went to party all night with mah girlfriends with this pair of new babies .
which i'll blog about next ;)

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a lil diecut to see the seeds is so cute!

outside and inside

I've got back my packaging assignment back.
we were designing a packaging for local malaysian seeds,
and she really likes my typography hierarchy at the back of my box!
I'm really satisfied with this assignment cause
I REALLY HATE PACKAGING DESIGN,
but the lecture likes it so yeah! :D

lols.
so I came out with this Medic-box-like packaging for seeds
cause as you can see from the back of the box.
"Human beings needs care, so does your garden"

and every assignment i do , even as graphic designers,
we have to do lots of research even before we start designing.
like tru this assignment i found out that Petai can cure depression and hangovers.
lol. wow.
and carrots can help you when you feel stress and fatigue! :)
hha, i think i need to get more carrots now.

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I just watched Lion King again with the boyfriend,
so nostalgic.
and i cried again, awwwwww.....

those who only watch it once in their childhood have to watch it again !:)
it's so much difference when you watch it after so many years.
feeling the kid in you again.
and those who haven't watch lion king before,
where is your childhood? hahas, jk

hope this song brightens your day.
cause it does to mine ! x
goodnite guys !

Whats a motto?

Nothing. Whats the motto with you?

Bwhahahahahaha!

So, there's this guy called Henry , and his ...

2011-10-29T21:32:00.004+08:00

my new pet spider ;D not a real one that is haha !

As you all know Halloween is just around the corner,

Luna bar, maison and MOS' are having costume events

and halloween speaks fun FUN FUN !

I've never celebrated Halloween before,

never dress up as a vampire or a playboy bunny

and where i come from it's too dangerous for Trick or treaat !

imagine knocking on someone's door and end up being rape.

haha.

However, unfortunately this year's Halloween I am staying at home enjoying my Domino's pizza ,
going shopping with mama, and just taking some photos here and there, chilling and reading my current

read; Open House by Elizabeth Berg -- which is from Oprah's book club ;)

how ironic, reading a book about a women's life after being divorced on a happening holiday.

OH well

Fortunately,

our college had this event that saved me from another depressing empty halloween.

my college decided to celebrate halloween earlier.

and i mean wayyyy earlier,

i couldn't even remember when was the that time. lol

me and my kick ass sexy girls ;)from left : minnie mouse, sexy modern witch, ~~mouse~~ chetah, and i've got no idea lol.

I wanted to be a gypsy (that explains my collection of bangles)
but at the same time my mind thought of Egyptian.
lol
I guess i got mixed up.
people keep asking me

"what are you , an Egyptian ? "

lols.
i guess so.

me and the sexiest people that night,
loving their costumes omg ! ;D

met up with old friend and met some new ones ;D
TOA should organize more of these events,
finally besides assignments, a congregation to chill man !
and of course catching up with all the old friends ! <3
basically that was a night to remember
hope there's more next year !

even pocky's having their limited halloween snack!
yum.
haha. after the party it was time to go home to real life.
and oh BTW, i found something veryyyy fascinating !
remember those times when you're too lazy to wipe away your nail polish,
or that time where it's hard to get the stain off the corners of your nail.
and that case where you need it urgently but didn't bring it, girls ?

welllllll Swab plus TO GO is here !
lol i sound like a F-ing promoter

i found this new product in Guardian
the sales girl told me about it and i just had to check it out,
plus she was giving away free samples ! ;D
so i bought one and tried it out,
like the picture, you just break the end of the tip,
wipe is on your nails
and taddaaa, your nail polish are gone!
making way for your natural nail to breahhhh ;D
(i was wearing turquoise blue nail polish )
not only having nail polish remover, they even had eye make up remover !
which i am testing right now too !

amazing

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SO mama bought me these lovely new flats recently !
for a week i had to wear high heels everyday to class cause i didn't had any flats left,
they were all broken / worn out !

thank you mommy

photo credits to my good friend, suelyn. x

Hello Kitty is my LOVE!

2011-10-17T21:43:00.004+08:00

So i was strolling around Parkson and decided to treat me self some adorable kitties
I love love LOVE hello kitty since young ,
don't know why ,

the design and graphic is just so simple ,

but it's hell ADDORABLEEEE...

oh mee gosh, so sorry I haven't been publishing stuff ,
I was SO SO SOOO occupied with EVEYThing that I didn't had time to blog about my life !

I had done 4 photoshoots since the last post,

and now that we're having photography classes on Tuesday ,
my weekend will be brain storming about what should i do for that class !
everyweek is a different topic ,

and i just got back from doing a night scene one, which i hated the most,
I didn't do any models for this shoot,

so I am VERY VERY new at it,
don't know if it's good material or not.
well, other than photography class,
i have to manage Typography class which is a dead goner if you can't catch up,
it's only week 6 and i feel myself losing track and trying to catch a breath !
It's totally demanding, everything is so so so Hardcore...
every semester, there's always one subject that you hate,
and for this sem, it's definitely typography class for me.
and not only that, i have packaging design class which is never easy,

and the lecture is never hinting what she wants,
it's all up to us, and it's our own ground,
other that that, i have also Sea Survery class,

Marker rendering, Marketing skills class that demands a lot of work.

some times , no, all the time, i just wanna shut down from social and try focusing on my stuff.

however, lately, other than homework and assignment,
i have been partying in Arthurs day, (was gonna blog about that one ) , and i think i will. lol,
partying in my college's halloween event ( which they did it earlier)
had experience selling vodka in a pub, working as a alcohol promoter,
been buying Lego and other toys from Tor R us ,
been cooking dinner for the sick and ill boyfie,
have been meeting new friends and catching up with old ones,
feeling left out and emotional shits,
however the one thing i haven't been doing, is, amazingly shopping ,
I had endure days of eating cheap vegetarian food,
haha ! but the food taste amazing

(when you're dead broke and depending on your boyfie to survive) lol.

haha, so that's about it for now,
i gotta go buy groceries,
yup, I'm buying groceries at 11.06 pm !

i really hope to talk to you (or maybe myself ) here again , haha !

Xiao hai's Wedding ♥

2011-09-18T13:54:00.002+08:00

her love story just continued to another level .

it's just so amazing how we used to be very close primary best friends,

sharing lunch together, waiting for our transports together, got scolded together, playings games together

she coming over my house, we going melaka for sushi,

me and my friends used to tease her so bad but we all know that it's just an inside-joke,

we loved and took care of each other like sisters do,

but things changed, we grew up,

had to change different high schools and walk our own ways,

after that we didn't clicked much like we used to,

didn't contact each other much and didn't had topic to relate to like before.

we didn't really hang out ,

I would just ask my friends if they've seen her, or how she's been.

Then now, she's all married to this man.

I feel happy for her that she's happy.

At first I wasn't really sure if it was a wise choice getting married at 19,

but when i saw her that day during her wedding,

she was perfect.

looking like the same as ever, I noticed she didn't change a bit.

it was time that made me thought all things changed,

she was still the little xiao hai that I used to know.

her smile always looks so paiseh : )

the menu
haha, anticipating for the food !
can't wait cause we're so hungry ! x )
and then I end up eating all the peanuts by myself !
which were suppose to be the appetizer for our table
hehehehee.
we're table number 5, meet lots of ex classmates

All of the photos prove that she's in a state of rapture right now .

and i am happy for that : )
me and jiaz bought her a big bag of gifts from Crabtree and Evelyn
so many lotions, cookies, and bathing gel to last her for a year !
we didn't know what else to buy.hehe.
hmmmmm, wish i could have them for myself ! haha .
they're just so lovely...

so there were a couple of good food in the hotel restaurant. such as

the cold dish

duck or chicken I've forgot. but they were fantastical :)

spicy hot yummy prawn♥ !

and then the last one was dessert !

and we were fooling around as usual . HAHA !
oh yeah ,
i forgot to mention before the wedding me and jiaz went to shoot some pics for lookbook!

we found this pretty cool spot just behind the hotel, haha !

so happy to have her as my photographer again AHHH ! :D

she's a potential photographer.

cause me and her have simillar taste haha, and it all shows in the photo !

btw, i wore :
blouse from Topshop
skirt from local boutique
leggings from Topshop
shoes from Mod

it was evening and the sunset was near, the sunlight glare was so amazing.
it's hard to find nice places to shoot in sunway.

I love this one .

hehe. thank you so much jiaz ♥
oh well back to topic ! haha
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cham chin hui
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pictures all taken and edited by yours truly

well at the end of the day it was time to go home .
I wish you happiness when you feel low,
I wish there was someone there to make you feel better when you think there's none.
I wish you peacefulness when you are stress,
and finally I wish you'll always be as pretty as today .
I love you xiao hai ,
and hope that i can be there with your little newborn baby in your arms.
maybe sometime we should have some sushi again together : )

Amy isn't dead

2011-09-07T18:51:00.001+08:00

delicious cakes and saturdays.

2011-09-06T18:38:00.002+08:00

It was my grandpa's birthday, so we decided to buy him 6 different slice of cakes from Secret Recipe.

this one's called Strawberry marshmallow.

this one's called creamy cheesecake !

I only took pictures of these two cakes cause we couldn't finish all 6 at once. haha.

didn't do any touch up editing for the photos cause they're so naturally beautiful !

amazing how 50mm captures the little white sprinkles on top of the cake,

and leave the rest perfectly blur... absolutely dreamy ! and delicious ;)

oh yeah, and btw, i wanna share with you guys something .

Btw, i'm starting to do cross-stitch
HAHAHA ! i know ! it's damn weird, but i'm enjoying it .
Free weekends with your cup of hot tea and some jazz music...
and cross stitch is quite relaxing :D
I find it scary too the way how i like old people stuff :P

looking pretty !
if you're asking, it's a cat on the sofa !

doing it day by day , little by little it grows.
and I'm starting with the second one already.lol
ordered some Dominos pizza and enjoying my Hangover 2

hmmmm. yummy yummy pizza

LOOK at the cheese, LOOK AT THE CHEESE drippin !
Craving for more now : P

and after that I was so free I had to cast some magic spell on my empty coke bottle.
Refill Empty Coke bottle ! REFILL !
:P
hehe, that's all for now.
hehe, i think this post is absolutely blank,
just posting some pretty pictures that's all,
promise to blog something more interesting next time, haha !

xx

how could i've forgot about Wondermilk ?!

2011-09-01T19:49:00.000+08:00

i've wanted to blog about this wonderful cupcake store called
Wondermilk

ever since i step into itbut I've been such a procrastinator !

Serena the girl with the specs who brought us there
had even already left to London and i've haven blog about this.

Anyways I had such fun spending my last few days in sunway with Serena,

i think the last time i was with her was in Wondermilk.

if you read my blog often she's my close college friend that we go "club",* cough cough* "for the first time" together,
she's been my Lcs partner, eat roti canai in Murni together,
had done quite a few photoshoot together, and sleepover ! :)

I reckon she'll be fine in Uk even if she wasn't living together with her sister,
okay i don't wanna sound so emotional or hypocritical but deep down,
i think she's the nicest friend i've ever meet.

and i miss her so much now it's very hard to explain. T___T )@#@_#!$&)*@)$!@)

anyways, I was crazy craving for cupcakes for the pass 3 days,

wanted to try Wondermilk since i heard everyone said that the cupcakes there are exquisite !

Yes ! it's still open at 9 at night ! :)
we went there after we had some sushi together.

and surprisingly they're not bad, probably the BEST cupcakes I've had in my life.

4 delicious cupcakes all for myself!
didn't understand why they didn't ordered any,
they taste too great to resist.
Amanda probably like : " oh it's too fattening, too much coloring for my poor high cholesterol to take !
Serena will be like : " I just had those yesterday" (since it's so close to her house)
the guys will be like : " I don't wanna pay for that! it's just cupcakes.
lol.

I feel incredibly happy !

one thing about boyfriends and girlfriends
are that the longer they stay with each other,
the more similarities they get !

I didn't even notice this until my camera showed me.
we didn't even plan to do the same thing together.
whao.. this really amazed me.

this photo is stolen from Amanda's phone. haha.
we both look disgusting xD

so pretty i wanna die !
gowd look at the sprinkles ! they're so perfect ! ~~I wish i was a sprinkle now.~~
and usually i don't take the icings but this one is an exceptional !
the icings here are oh-so-drop-dead smooth,
whereas some other icings always have those sugary crunch feel that irritates me a lot!

Full of coloring but who cares ?!
it still looks so pretty.
After munching all of those 4 cupcakes
I think I started getting hyper from all that sugar rush!
lol I was so in love with that place and those cupcakes !

so pretty ! nails.

SO sweet~ hehe . curi curi captured this .
and then i went along shooting some photos around.
the place is just so , hmm can't say vintage but full of personality ?
every single thing is filled with attitude and detail.
if i'm opening a cafe one day,
it's gonna be looking just like Wondermilk ;

haha! the kid was crying for more cupcakes

then when the store was closing ,
we sat outside and chilled.
while i continued my shooting i spot this cute lil white wooden deer!

somehow, i really like this photo :)

and I find this photo that i've caught quite handsome
haha!

nerdy in glasses :P

OH well , that's all for this post.
and hey, my heart will always be missing you gurl.
hope you take care over there,
and i can't wait to go wondermilk again with you :D

2011-08-31T17:45:00.001+08:00

I'm so in love with this one

2011-08-23T02:16:00.008+08:00

so i was folding some origami pastel paper swans,

and i was so in love with each and everyone of them that i've folded !

wanted to bring some life to them ! :)

all dolled up to go japanese today

i really did wanted to draw a lil red circle on the side of my cheeks to represent japan but nah... lols. I really love this kimono-ish jacket/cardigan/etc that i recently purchased, but some how it's so hard to match !

no worries, my fellow friends here had helped me mix and match !

and here they go working their magic !

I really like these two photos above,

need to thank my boyfriend for being such a wonderful and patient photographer,

I didn't know that i had about 200 shots for today !

oh well, I'm heading back to hometown tomorrow,

will miss the people in sunway so much !

will miss going online cause my grands unsubscribed the internet at home,

leaving me 2 weeks of internet-less :/

can die.

oh well, i hope i survive!

....

i've been really relaxing the whole week due to a very generous sem break the college have given, been stuffing myself with Tony Roma's for the boyfriend's birthday , been pleasuring me with good sushi for 3 days a roll, been attending competitions, been chilling most of the time, been buying a lot of dvd's, been photoshooting, been editing a video i'm working on. :)

life is jolly good when you have alll the time you want !

anyways, like i've said, life has been very relaxing, so relaxing that i'm so free :)

so here's what i did this morning

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So these are called "kuih lapis"

i don't know if they have it in your side of the globe, but in Malaysia, it's a local delight.

I love it since young , however being the ignorance food-lover i am, now only i found out this "kuih" was created by the malays, wow.

and i thought it was an england thing. :P

the word " lapis" means layers, and the word "kuih" means cake,

so basically it's called layer cake .

somehow like the same formula with the swiss-role.

and there are rules eating this.

that's right !

you have to peel and peel and peel until there's nothing left !

and try not to break them too.

well, at least that's how the way i eat them ! hehe..

and mommy said not to play with our food :P

and yes i'm going all gaga over japan culture, i just had to put my origami bird next to my breakfast. :)

I am so in love with neon make up right now.

2011-08-14T12:24:00.002+08:00

love this one the most !

more neon photos to come !

2011-08-03T15:35:00.007+08:00

I am so so so busy this 2 weeks cause it's the final !

haha. now I finally have some time to blog so i'm gonna blog about fun times !

since my previous blog was pretty stressed up :/ sorry

so i just finished Typography class today, had a whole loads of fun fun fun taking photos of food!

haha, i get to cut them and form shapes out of them.

but i'll talk about that in the future. I'm just SO glad that he accepted my idea.

anyways while researching for my assignments,

i saw some really cute photos from the net and decided to share them with you !

HAHA. have you lmfao-ed like i did !?

I forgot the name of this crazy designer but the photos are all so cute!

there's more actually but i did't had time to scroll through all.

last few weeks my dear friends back from hometown came for a visit !

I'm so happy to see them again :))

we had shopping , shopping and SHOPPING ! cause it was Mega sales ! woohoo

however i only bought 2 bags and 2 tights and a scarf and a pair of new sunnies !

that was the same day i entered the Roxy competition

victoria <3 jiaz<3 me !

then snowflakes.

then back to the hotel.

haha (i'm so bad at taking self portraits nowadays)

then we chit chat like we always did tru the night,

but after that i lost the next afternoon photos!

urgh !

I think i accidentally deleted it >< !

sorry xiao rou !

oh well.

everyday's quite tiring for me.

I'm even wearing so casually everyday :P

I need to stop.

2011-07-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

Annoying bath room heater next to my room, so loud until my neighbors can hear it.

Annoying SUDDEN loud laughter / noises at 3am beside my room when after i finally finish my whole tired day and is ready to sleep.

Annoying room that I haven't even bother to clean after my hurdle with this few week's assignment.

Annoying tissue in front of me.

Annoying laptop that heats up when i rest my hand onto it.

Every single small detail annoys me so much now.

I'm not in the mood.

I'm independent.

I'm not like most of my friends in college who either has a maid or live in a better house than my rented room.

I need to go back home . I miss home.

I'm so tired so getting tired of listening to people telling me that they sleep later and they're tired of me saying I'm so tired, because they think they deserve to be credit the tittle of being more tired than i am.

I'm sick of this, once I'm no mood whatever little thing around me annoys me so much.

Assignments. It's really fucking up with my mood.

fucking up with my allowance,

I'm broke. I have no money for food, for sending my close to 2 weeks laundry to the cleaner, for buying my assignment equipments and props.

I even need to buy all sorts of food to take photo of for my upcoming typo project.

I'm tired. sick of this.

I just wanna close my eyes and not think about tomorrow.

I just wanna sleep early and don't care about waking up early in the morning tomorrow.

So many deadlines coming up close.

So many hardship to RUSH for.

i feel like all the weight is pushing down my shoulders.

I feel I deserve in return better than this .

sometimes, especially during these times. I seriously feel like quitting.

who knew graphic design would be such a pain in the ass right ?

All I need is a time to chill,

all i need is peace and serenity .

Even the lake doesn't help when you have so many things to do.

Nothing helps anymore.

I just need drugs.

I was wondering if you could help ! :)

2011-07-27T14:36:00.003+08:00

hey guys, I went for Roxy's Model Search last saturday.

Actually I wasn't really thinking about the modelling part,

I just absolutely adore Roxy since as young as age 10/ 11 ! :))

if you're a close friend you would know that i have tons of roxy's clothes.

Even every chinese new year on the second day I would wear roxy,

because it's one of my new year clothes ! :)

Roxy has served excellent quality of clothes,shoes,bags, etc. for years and years .

I'm so happy that Roxy has a more wider range than before!

before that it was all usually just beach and casual wear.

but now they have cardigans ! they have flats ! they have cool retro tank tops etc.

so anyways, i was wondering if you could just help me like the photo of mine in their album.

clicking like by supporting me ! :)

1st you gatta like the homepage --- > HERE

and then finally click on my photo ! --- > HERE !

and you've just made my day ! :))

once again I would i to say thank you my dear readers.

this really means a lot to me.

i don't know how to show you how gratitude i am ! :)

Urbanscapes 2011 :) was so fun!

2011-07-25T20:35:00.014+08:00

I am so glad that I joined Urbanscapes this year !

it's my first time . And i wonder why i hadn't heard of it before, since it's quite established now in malaysia, there were more set-up little shops for this year ! according to my friend that is.

Anyway, I had major fun there, altho what i did was mostly photography and buying stuffs as usual.

Lots of Dj, local bands, rappers, comediennes, photographers, boutique sellers and suppliers all in and around one big field !

So exciting to go through all the stores, each and each giving you surprises !

altho I didn't had the energy cause the sun was being very obnoxiously hot that day ! I had sun burn and couldn't stay till 12 in the night for the local concerts.

anyways I came with my dear friend Suelyn :)

and we walked and shoped walked and shoped.

ALL of these are so adorable !!

I wanna scream. they're all Handmade soap from various different shops!

squeek !!

anyways, why so many handmade soap everywhere?

i think it's a trend nowadays. to make your own soap. Haha ! :)

however, sometimes it's just hard to trust and use products that are not guaranteed or well known and use them on your body :/

there were also a few in the shape of popsicles ! :)

these are some natural Handmade stuff again.

the top one is some nutrition cream to apply on ur nails. and the bottom one is handmade lip balm !

and

here I would like to enjoy with you some of the photos i took in urbanscape :)

It was raining in the early morning, that's why there were mud all over the field.

thank god not all the stores are around them :/

if not I'll have a nasty time destroying my flats

cup cakes that we didn't try cause we're so damn broke !

the range of necklace that i love so much but didn't buy cause I"m so damn broke !

me and suelyn were both newbies in urbanscape so we didn't bring much cash to shop.

I mean it says Artsy Fartsy on the banner but who knew it was going to be so much of shopping!

not to be rude but I took a snap shot of this person.

if you guys reading this and know her, please tell her that I love her shirt!

it's like braidings for the hair!

I wished I had the time and the extra cloth and learn how to do that! it's pretty cool ! :))

cute antique stuff.

haha :P dilemma, which one to get?

but finally i took the orange one instead :P

and they're just 20 ringgit !

too cute! they're all rings !

and then we went to watch the most horrible thing Ever .

it's some japanese dance. and the person who brought this dance from Japan are the 1st in malaysia. It's so weird. they're making all these crappy expressions, and in a split second they'll come and grab you haha !

like that!

having nightmares after i saw that performance.

and then it was time for a break man ! fuhh!!

bought these groundnuts that looked so tasty yet turned out so Blerk ! :P

the sweet and young

the other side of town.. LOL.

we're all damn tired already lah ! :P

but we all bought quite a few stuffs that day ! :)

picture stolen from serena's facebook

it's monday now people.

time flies so fast.

hope you guys start up your mondays with a smile ! :)

Goodnight

2011-07-22T02:38:00.009+08:00

"Doing nothing is better than being busy doing nothing"

--Lao Tzu

Life has been a mixture of Busy BUsy and BUSY for me.

Don't you just wished that you could multiply yourself into three and start doing different things at the same time ?

I wished I could do that.

there's just too many things that we wanna do to live our life.

and it happens all in a minute ! .

I'm the most procrastinating blogger alive.

I'm so sorry for all the beautiful followers of my blog for not posting anything new for like about 2 weeks.

but Life in college is very hectic now especially when the sem is about to end.

Ohh nvrm :) I'm still alive

I'm posting some pictures i took lately so beautify my blog

pictures from tumblr:

seeking cute photos from tumblr always make my day after a stressful session of the day.

look at these cute handmade macarons !

and these SO CUTE mittens !

and these ! URGH. so in love with handmade crafts lately :)

oh well. that's so far for pics in tumblr.

lately I had been assign to find real clients.

and my client is Chatime.

looking forward to present to them my team's idea :)

and no. this isn't my team.

These are people who help to be in my short film for chatime :)

thank you again peeps !

i'll post the vid as soon as i"ve present my idea in class and to my client :D

and my precious teammate Suelyn, amanda and Nadine :)

as you can see. I am releasing the inner child in me. :)

Toy'R'us came near by my place lately, so i decided to head there and take a look.

and brought back two hotwheels LOL.

for taking PHOTOS ! lol.

cause it's SOO cute! they even have Vintage ones :P

I still can't believe I actually bought them, they're just so pretty for miniturephotology

*that ain't even a word *

bought these babies for HALF PRICE in F21 on the first week of the month !:)

Absolutely in love with every details it have to offer on the shoe

Urggghhhh can die ! haha !

i cant just hook it around my bed and stare at it till i fall asleep.
I still can't figure out why am i so in love with this shoe until I had to photograph them :)

after taking ton of photos of my shoe,

i decided to grab a snack :P

and made photos out of it too HAHA .

Anyways, it's been 2 weeks now since I found Kitty

yeah. It's a kitty that I named Kitty ;)

It's much more cute name that way.

my boyfriend wanted to name it Leo/Rynn/leo da caprio

I prefer it to be Kitty

Kitty have been staying with us for 2 weeks now.

I wonder why won't it leave actually,

cause stray cats usually just eat your food and go.

but kitty has been laying outside my house ever since i found her under the car.

it might not be the most cutest cat ever,

it might not be the most happy looking cat ever,

but at least it stayed, not like the other 3 cats that I found and bought cat food to fed.

hhaha. but i love it anyways, I love that it actually stayed :)

oh well, goodnight now people, it's 315am in my place now

better get some rest for tomorow's morning class

xx.

and remember

"There is more to life than increasing its speed."

--Mahatma Gandhi

2011-07-05T19:07:00.003+08:00

lately there are tons of assignment pulling me down,

limiting me from having my freedom to play about.

but it's okay, plenty of self discipline manners to caught up with :)

been reading nicholas sparks A walk to remember ,

it's already half of the book, so far so good.

not yet to any climax part.

photoed and edited by me :)

well the other day me and my dear look book friend suelyn found this very pretty enchanted gate near my house.

decided to go take our lookbook pics.

so very excited to do my second look book pic :)

i'm still very new in lookbook btw.

haha, loving lookbook like I never did before.

you get to know so many people.

read their SOOOO pretty blogs.

and get inspired by just looking at their pretty mix-and-match outfits.

and every hype you get just bring excitement in your tummy x)

the feeling is in-describable.

have all you lookbookers firstly had the same feeling too ?

I can't believe i have been missing out all these while .

can't wait for my next shoot

2011-07-04T00:52:00.003+08:00

photo via tumblr.

hahaha. this made my day :)

have been keeping myself busy for the pass weeks,

using fully my time doing photoshoots, reading, going out, shopping, watching movie, etc.

watched quite a number of movies like monte carlo, transformers3, tuesday with morrie and etc.

can't remember much because of the song playing on my itunes now,

adele's music.

her songs are so motivational, and so breathtaking,

especially when you have a full big bass booster system at home.

her songs are draining my energy out now :P

haha, but I LOVE HER so much!

recent haul.

wayyyyy more cheaper than the doc martens. :/

altho i still would want a pair of them so much

Lookbookers are constantly wearing doc martens and Jeffrey Campbell

T__T

i wish they were sold cheaper

lol.

but quite impossible, if not where's the brand value gone to ? :)

true true.

btw, have you heard,

F21 are having their 70 % sales starting from today :)

2011-07-02T23:25:00.002+08:00

I'm starting my own lookbook account !

come on motivate me a lil and press the HYPE button :)

==.

I donno why i'm doing this. but yeah XD

hahahahahahaa

*shy*

and sorry guys for not updating much,

I have had a lot going on recently i can barely find the time to blog.

I miss you guys so much and promise to blog soon ! :)

Can't wait to share some stuff going on with you guys again !

take care, and keep smiling :)

We must love one another or die. - Tuesday with morrie

I think I am a shopaholic ._.

2011-06-20T20:10:00.010+08:00

Mega sells had been going on, BUT i ain't going for Mega sales.

I am spurlging on brands that always don't

have sells during the sales season :/

if you guys follow my blog, you might know that every 3 days I'll buy something new for myself.

Today I just bought a new Leave on hair moisturizer from KOrea ==

during the weekends I spent on some Topshop socks and a pair of pretty Zara wedges :P

hhahaa So cute! but my mom wears it better cause her legs are freaking fair :/

girls with fair skin always pull everything off urgh.

Then I had to get those cute hippie pants from Pull and bear LOL

This Nuts are so Awesome,

i didn't know until Nadine gave me some of those Goodness

hahahahaha.

trying out some new masks :)

then again. I think I'm influencing the Boyfriend.

last weekend was shopping day for him too

he bought 2 polos from Giodano, hahaa.

I guess he really likes the design,

then he got himself a perfume from Sean John.

called I AM KING

by Kanye west .

*sniff sniff*

my man smells like a MAN now :P

mmmmmmmmmm

then we tried the claypot from Jusco :) mmmmmmmm. tasty :P

last wednesday was pretty FUN !

in the morning was Typography class, he accepted my design, but just sumore bits of touch up in the computer . and IN the Afternoon,

I had Lunch with all my AD class friends. LOL

NANDO's was our choice :)

was pretty FUll already , but at night I just can't resist not hanging out with serena and Mic

haven't seen them IN A LOOOOONNNNNG while.

decided to have some cupcakes 1st, but we then switched to some appetizing SNOWFLAKES

for those of you who don't know,

Snowflakes is a desert place that sells healthy desserts !

their ingredients are pretty much a bunch of healthy food ==

I know, it sounds horribly boring,

but contra-dictionally, IT IS THE BOMB ! :D

typical photographers

LOL. everyone brought out their Dslr to play with that day

these two are one of the most awesome people to hang out with, LOL

can talk and talk and talk about literally anything.

from Xmen to earphones to foods to anything haha.

love people who loves to talk and loves food, and even better ,

LOVE TAKING PHOTOS :D

my dear photo-kaki-s

then after having our dessert, I was craving for some delicious Satay around town,

so the nearest was Asian Cafe. haha,

then before we could even lay hands on the food, we were non-stopping taking photos of it ==.

the people there are so Anoiying,

keep STARE STARE AND STARRING .

GOAWD !

if you don't believe me, here is stare-er number one

with his specs down staring RUDE-ly at me (my camera)

go mind your own bussiness lah .

stare stare stare.

and here is stare-er number one- two- threee- four etc.

OMG. WHY YOU PEOPLE KEEP STARINGGGGG :O

haha but who cares, the photography must go on !

BURNING HAIR ! lmao
and then time to go homeeeee.

LOL

pretty much skipped everything and just let the photos tell you guys the story .

I took about 400 photos that Wednesday, until my eyes were red. LOL

WAiting for the next time we hang out hahaha.

last last week i was getting used to my new hair cut
last week I was getting used to my new hair color !

and this week, I'll give you guys another surprise

heheheeehehee

I think by tomorrow, or thursday xD

cooking with style again.

i wonder WHY do I always stand like this when i'm doing things lol.

MY FOOD TASTE SO DELICIOUS .. omg..

i want more...

i can say with fully confidents that I am improving every time i cook

haahha, it's pretty amazing , and i actually LOVE cooking :)

it just makes me feel so happy!

just like CHATIME and some gummies.

haha. OKAY THAT"S for LAST week !

can't wait for NEXT WEEK CAUSE IT"S EXPLORTION WEEK ! WOOHOO ! :D

Sums up for last week !

2011-06-13T11:19:00.016+08:00

I was going to blog this post on the weekends,

but the weekends flew by so fast!

there was hardly time for me to have fun :(

but thankfully the last week had been gorgeous.

Monday

I brought along my dslr to class today to take some research pics in the library,

turns out there were more pictures with friends than my research.

haha.

tried my Japanese choco sticks ! AMAZINGLY cute!

Wednesday

was Iching's Birthday !

didn't took much pictures that day with the birtdhday gurl cause we were having soo much fun !

we had Crls Jr for lunch with some AD department lectures !

liek Reis, LIwen, Gabriel, vivienne, and of course !

the birthday gurl = I ching :)

then after that we (suelyn and gabriel) actually debated to have some green tea ice cream for dessert!

oppppss :X ate too much and felt liiek a big giant rat.

then later at nite i bought some stuffs from cotton on :)

decided to put my very expensive Juicy couture charm on my very cheap cotton on bracelet :P

haha, since I hardly wear the juicy one :(

and then later at niter, the boyfriend did some cool photo fun stuff on my camera that i deleted cause it was too cooler than mine,

I keep begging him to teach me how :P and here are some test shots.

hey I kindda like these two pics on top ;P

my boyfriend, always a level higher than me in photography.

Thursday

Visual Fundamental class we were suppose to draw our partner beside,

well I drewed suelyn and she drew me,

but I don't wanna show u guys how good I was drawing suelyn,.

it looks sumthing like

oh yes I charcoal everything. It's super 3D rite !? LOL....

but seriously, nahhhh.. I was joking , I'm quite bad at drawing people I know,

if I'm drawing other people like models in magazines, I'll probably be better.

guess I'm only good at drawing idel proportion people huh?
lol!!!!
kidding ~ :P

then it was finally FRIDAY .
I hate CGPP class so much !
it's damn hectic , and the lec said that this was only the start !
Damn hardcore......
OH WELL SKIP the STRESSful part!
Im on for some groceries shopping!
spent about 200ringgit for som
e of the stuff i bought !

and kewl ! they have soy bean mask in Watson.

and i bought this rm30 ++ rejuvenating Cherry blossom ginseng shampoo LOL

then i bought this lip color in fantasy pink.

Watson has improve a lot in their cosmetic and body caring products man.

I think it's gonna be better than SASA .

THUMBS UP FOR WATSON...

that's why i joined ==

long time didn't buy VIVI and Marie C ady,

and saw some rambutans and mangosteen along the road side !

super delicious ! and caesed about 27+ ?

it's quite cheap compared to the ones sold in the shopping mall !

and yeah, pretty pink lacey memo notes from Daiso.
JUJUBE honey tea.
taste fantastic ! and it's super huge !
cost about 49 ?
I should drink it more often, and maybe bring it to class too!
I was challenging my boyfriend for some "tongue fun" !

apparently my tougue is so long i can strecth it until the bottom of the yogurt

hahahaa. why did I came out with this challenge was simple because I forgot to take my spoon while eating the yogurt.

So imagine me liking my way tru the down part LOL

And finally Saturday came ~

i bought pancake the other day and was waiting till i was free on Saturday to cook it ! :)

prove that I did it out of pure flour , eggs and milk !

I was so freaking excited man !

1st time ever cooking pancakes, I don't even know what it's gonna become !

just followed the instructions on the box.

didn't know cooking could make you happy.

especially if you're cooking it for someone you love,

and sharing the food is an awesome feeling:)

this was my first try out,

apparently,

when cooking pancakes,

the batter should be ultra watery,

(even more watery than the picture shown above)

while mine was more like a cake,

no worries! just ADD more water!

cause i didn't really measure :)

and it turned out to become like a ROti Canai.

then the boyfriend helped to add water and stir abit,

and it became perrrrrfect :)

OMG it's so freaking cute! I just can't stand it!!

SUPER MINI PANCAKE!!!

dieeeee.... so cuteeeeeeeeeee :3

golden in color i swear !

damn anticipating to eat it !

and there it is TADAAAA...

6 piece of pancake....

there's more but I kept the batter in the fridge already

THERE WERE TOO MUCH PANCAKES !

Pancakes with my cute lil japanese pancakes syrup with batter and jam and some apple juices.

what a healthy breakfast !

but sadly there were TOO MANY pancakes for us to eat,

and we were so fulled and stuffed with pancakes in our belly that i can feel the pancake fizzing up my brain,

making me make pancake jokes,

like i ate too much pancake it feels like my eyes are popping out pancakes!

or like my mouth is vomiting out pancakes but it'll be that exact shape (no chewed on )

OMG.

pancakes pancakes pancakes pancakes pancakes pancakes pancakes pancakes

pancakes pancakes pancakes pancakes

gonna stop eating pancakes for a while.

and i think i shouldn't say the name pancakes, cause it's making me feel like puking right now LOL

THEN LATER ON ,

I CHOPPED OFF 4+ INCHES OUT OF MY HAIR !

i decided to go to the saloon since I had nothing to do in the evenings :P

too bad i didn't take a Before and After comparison photo :/

FREAKING SHORT YES !

it FREAKED ME OUT A LOT actually when i washed and comb it.

it's like.

ah ? no more ady ah ?

(SAD FACE )

then later on I had dinner with mommmy in ZEN .starting to miss my old hair back :/

altho can't really see here.

it's damn long.

OH WELL.

learn to love it and work it work it gurlllll

and as for Sunday

it was rather boring but I ended the night with fun by watching

KUNG FUUU PANDA 2 !

it's super funny everyone laughed in the cinema :P

LOL

I'm not gonna make any spoiler comments here,

but it's super fun if you're looking for a movie to chillax and humor

hehee.

so that's all for my week :)

how was yours ?

did you do anything special ?

DREAMY

2011-06-10T02:21:00.005+08:00

photos via Vivienne Mok

DAmn I'm not sleeping at 2.27 AM because of these ......

so inspirited to do a photoshoot like that.

so dreamy so nice.

hmm. wait. maybe it's because they're ang-mohs .

Actually I get inspirited a lot recently,

like this morning during class listening to MCR.

I got inspirited to make a motivational music video out of it.

then later on where Jevan sent me a song on facebook.

I was inspirited to make a Sad music video too !

urghhhhh

inspirations are so limited and so hard to make it come true !

I hope these inspirations will never falter

I"M GOD DAMN INSPIRED NOWWW !

GOWD !

changed my blog music and skin ! :)

2011-06-07T18:45:00.005+08:00

Another day Another Braid.

hehe.

today's a cheerful day

despite just now when passing the road altho it was already green for me to walk

but a car wanted to dash tru and bang me.

and close enough I gave him a fierce stare at the eye for nearly touching my legs with his front bumper already.

I even wanted to point him my middle finger and say fuck you.

cause he seriously nearly bang me altho the traffic light on his side was red and he wanted to cut it .

but anyho.

wanted to blog awhile before starting my typo assignemnts ;)

I've changed my blog skin into this zebra skin cuz I'm in love with animal prints recently.

especially zebras and leopards :)

today when to Manhattan fish market and saw a video clip of them catching a sting ray.

damn :(

damn damn sad. I don't feel like eating any more fishes / creatures in the sea already

already having images of how chickens are getting there heads chopped off.

got a sudden feeling to become a vegetarian :/

why lah they all but the video of how they literally hook up fishes from the sea...

the video show the fishes/creature's eye expression summore.

like wanna cry like that :(

damn pityful .

OH well.

hey ;)

i'm totally fine now.

What is wrong with me ?

2011-06-06T20:51:00.009+08:00

here's a lil picture taken of me today

the people in the background are so annoiying.

they look like they're looking at me.

LOL. no offense tho if you're the person .

Went to KLCC to get my mind off Sunway for the weekends.

So i went to the Art Gallery.

I love visiting the art gallery there.

Alone.

I feel like I need some time to touch the inner part of myself sometimes,

when I feel like i need inspiration I would just be alone.

haha.

quite funny tho.

so there was this activity going on where they ask you to choose your favorite work of art from the exhibition, and draw your own impression of it.

I didn't really get what it mean so I just draw what I felt.

so My fav from the current expo was a showcase of Japanese Full body amour, and some thai and korean and malaysian treasures around it,

quite lame the display but I only liked it cuz it has JApaneseeee lol.

and so i sketched.

I drew a guy in Jap full body armor holding a Malaysian weapon with Thai legs(shoes) holding an elephant. with some other elephants behind.

I oso dono what I'm doing lah.

just trying to mix things up.

then you get free gifts from the Gallery.

then later on Roxy had a 2 day SALE. thank gowd I was there on the first day .

there was a Buy 2 free 1 and a Buy 3 free 3

OMG.

but the buy 3 free 3 was in the morning so too bad I couldn't make it

I have always been a fan of Roxy, since i was 12 i guess. :/

too bad I ain't got the body to wear their pretty bikinis.

which cost about 300 bucks per suit. :/

so I got myself some cute slippers :D

and check out this Made of Paper HAT.

kewl :P . but no one can tell cause it looks like just a typical straw hat.

then later on when to buy some titbits and snacks.

wanted to try this Organic Green tea from Marks and spencers.

I was attracted to the packaging actually, like every other food products I buy.

But kindda regret cause it TOO ULTRA green tea for me.

Cleansers up your tummy in a jiffy !

which means that it makes you poop any moment after you consume it. :/

it's too cute to resisttttt...

so cute that I even need to edit the picture.

then the 2nd day back to sunway I just Had to buy myself somemore stuff....

I took out 400+ bucks from my account for myself for there man...

seriously I donno what's gotten into me.

why do I shop so much these day ?

What is wrong with me.

This post tittle clearly pops out the question for me lately,

What is wrong actually ?

Fatigue.

Fatigue about what life has to offer.Fatigue about how troublesome things are.Some times it just makes me wanna burst out and cry.And to be alone…I donno what emo shit has gotten into me.but all I can do to make my feelings feel better is to splurge.

Spending money like drinking water.

what I get from it is instant relief, a feeling of happiness.but at nights I will cry without reason. I will pull myself into the abyss of sadness and sail around the sea of gloomy-ness.My recent ups and downs mood is so terrifying I get shocked at how my reations can change in a split second.In a snap I could cut you so deep it fucking hurts.

Yeah, I know my mood have disturb you,

maybe even got you fed up and upset.

sorry for all the times when I am in a good mood i lift you up high so high and when I was in a bad mood i push you deep down and make you bleed until it hurts me too.

But I donno what’s wrong with me. Seriously. I feel like I wanna stab myself,

then stab myself again for complaining that it hurts.

I know I'm being selfish and that I should care more about other people's feelings, but what can i do if I can't even fix my own feelings ? Coming back to reality. It hurts, all of a sudden the excitement that life brings suddenly shuts you out and kicks you in the butt. I hate myself for being like this, but the more I hate the more I fear.and the more I fear the more I'll be covered up and be all alone.

and lastly when you're all alone , you complain that you're lonely.

now I know why desperate people seek for therapist, it's not surprising to find that at the end of the day you got no one to talk to.

Not your boyfriend, Not your friends.

you just need someone understanding and could help you understand yourself.

my heart can't take it anymore. I can't find my heart in doing things anymore.

anymore

no more.

2011-06-03T10:02:00.002+08:00

I love beautiful braids and I love braiding people's hair.

It's just so pretty .

but when it comes to braiding my own hair, it sucks!

because it's so difficult and tiring to stretch ur arms all the way back to ur head to braid.

I wish someone could do my hair every morning.

definitely will put a smile on my face :(